why worry when people don't even know my blog

∼August 3, 2015∼

I am no angel. 
I make mistakes.
I fool around.
But you know what?

I am a good ass person.
I love with all my heart.
I am even sincere with my words to people.
So don't judge me and whatever decisions I make. 
Whether the beginning or end is good or bad, I will accept it.
Because when I made any decision, you bet that it was something I wanted.
I learn and that's the most important thing about life, right?

As you can tell; I am writing in the blog again. I will just take the plunge and I get personal. 
When I started writing it was just about everyday random shit. Now that I have become older and maybe wiser(hihi) I see that a lot of my issues are about love and sex.

So that's probably going to be what my blog is going to be about :-)
I am looking forward to it. 

Switching to another blog.

∼July 10, 2015∼

Four years have passed and so much have changed.
I got my bachelor degree (= dental hygienist) now so I am basically an adult now.

I remember that I used to be so insecure when I started blogging. 
I just wanted something to pass my time. And it was. It really was. 
I found myself absorbed with the idea of blogging and I just wanted to be heard and seen.

Now I'm experiencing something completely different. 
I want a blog where I am completely anonymous and nobody(my friends/family) knows the name of the blog. 

A safe place where I can write other stuff. I feel like this blog doesn't allow me to do so because I don't want my friends nor family to know all my secrets. 

I can't have people from my real life knowing too much about me. 
I want a blog where I can write whatever I feel like in however way I want. 

I just feel like I can't do it with this blog. 
It has just become too searchable.

The purpose of my blog was to write about my life and whatever I am experiencing.
And with this blog, I just can't.

Therefor I am switching to another blog - where I will be writing about some of my real stories. 
A lot more personal. A lot more racy. A lot more me as I am now. 

This blog has become outdated, but I'll keep it since it has a lot of memories.

I'll probably come back when I get bored. lol.

If you need to contact me - msg me on facebook or write a comment with your email so I can reply.

Lots of love,

I am too much or you're just too little?

∼March 11, 2015∼

As much as I love guys - that's as much as I hate them.
I might be confusing and I have all these thoughts running through my head, but seriously? 
Why you getting your panties into twist when things don't go the way you want it too?

Momma never taught you that we all are different? 

I know what I want, but it doesn't mean everything is as simple as they appear.

Maybe one day I am like this; and the other I am like that.
One day I like you and the next day you piss me off.

You can never be sure of everything especially when the foundation is weak.

You say you're a honest man? Sure, I believe you.
And believe me too when I say I am honest, but I can still do whatever I want ya know.
Things doesn't always go as smooth as you want it to be just because you're honest.

Never think I am as simple as I appear to be.
I just want that easy peasy happy life.

Don't try to hold me to anything. I won't have it. 
As fast as you came into my life - that's as fast as you're out of it.
It really doesn't make any difference to me. 

"Have a great life."
Oh yeah, thanks and you too.

"I can't deal with this."
Oh okay, I can't deal with you!

I won't be missing you. So we good.
Kisses and hugs /rant over.

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